So I did it. I finally got the tattoo I had been waiting to get since the day I was diagnosed. Originally I wanted to wait until I was told there was No Evidence of Disease (NED) but with the recent news that there is still some additional work needed to do, I decided now was the time. I don’t have control over much in this situation BUT I do have control over this and this makes my heart happy. 🙂
So here it is….
I wanted to explain what this tattoo means to me because I have thought about for about a year and a half now and carefully put it all together. My brother helped bring this tattoo to life as it was a compilation of several different ideas.
- First of all, there is the obvious Thyroid Cancer ribbon which is teal, pink and purple. I just didn’t want the original ribbon, I wanted something a bit more original.
- Feather: So I wanted to incorporate a feather, as the eagles feather stands for courage and strength. Anyone that has dealt with cancer or an illness has had to fight harder than they ever have in their lives, and that couldn’t be more true for my journey over the last 1 and a half years.
- Sparrows: They derive power and protection in their numbers.They survive by traveling in clusters and are a community that does not do well when by themselves. I couldn’t think of a better symbol for my “posse”, my support group of family and friends that helped me every step of the way. Whether you are there in the day to day process, or someone that randomly sent a message to check on me, big or small, you were a part of my clan of sparrows and I thank you!!
- Heart: well that was a last minute addition (thanks Scottie!) but this means multiple things to me – overall, Thyroid Cancer was never who I became, it was a small part of me and what I went through. I will never be the same person I was before 10.23.14 but I have become a better person because of it. But it also stands for all the love and support I have received from family and friends that have always been in my life, but also to the group of amazing people that have come into my life because of Thyroid Cancer. Although it’s a crappy way to meet, I don’t know what I’d do without the fellow ThyCa survivors and supporters who truly understand what I am going through.
- Date (didn’t make the cut): So originally I wanted to include the date that I was diagnosed (10.23.14) because that date will always be the start of the “new” me but unfortunately, the numbers would have been too small to be able to see it because I didn’t want them to stand out as they weren’t as significant as everything else.
So there you have it. I am so excited to have this tattoo, and of course it’s on my left forearm where it can be seen by everyone (also covered for work, if need be). It can be a conversation starter – bring on Thyroid Cancer awareness!! It’s a reminder that I am a fighter. And no matter what I find out next week with next steps and if I need to undergo another RAI treatment or not, it’s going to be ok.
Original drawing by Scottie and completed outline of tattoo: